Santorini, Greece.

So beautiful!!! What I’d give to wake up every morning to this…

If happily ever after did exist… then it would be like this~

Her skirt, I WANT!!!!!

Cause nothing is never really as it seems.. 

School: I felt like I may have to face the truth of not being able to do honors.. There’s a almost 99% certainty I’d drop to third class if I don’t do well this semester. Or perhaps if compound academics work against me…

Time and time again, I see people receiving the faithfulness of God. I want to believe that I too will be that recipient. Although the truth is, my whole life has already been blessed by God. Because of what He has done for me, I pray I’d be a light to the world, shining for Jesus. 

Sometimes, when I think about what is truly important in this world, I acknowledge that I haven’t yet done anything that is truly life-changing. This life is as fragile as a dream; daily, I ponder on the path that is before me like game-theory concepts unfolding before my eyes. You know? The theory which says if A behaves this way, B anticipates that and behaves in this other way. It’s the most intriguing economics theory with its roots in sociological origin because you see, game theory only works with 2 or more people, just like how it is in the world. No man is a island. We all need other people and it is because of this need, that we are able to comprehend, anticipate, apprehend and map our steps.  

I admit to myself daily that there was insurmountable darkness within me that has been conquered by God’s light. My purpose is my Lord. It’s easy to say but the truth is, often I realize I live like God doesn’t exist, or at most that He is a perpetual outsider peering into my world. I want to trace back my steps to when I started to move away from God. And I know when that was. When I thought I found love. 

Do you know what true, perfect, undenying love is? 

That love that you cannot find in this world. 

That love comes from Jesus Christ. Who from before I was even formed, knew my name, knew my heart, my soul and 2000 years ago, chose to die for me on the Cross that my sins may be washed clean, that I may have eternal life. Chose me. Chose me. He chose me, when I was still a sinner, He chose me. Who would chose me? Personally, I won’t even chose myself. I can be a brat, I can be hateful, like I said.. I have darkness. But God. BUT GOD. Looked down and saw our helplessness. Despite our failures and our mistakes, His heart filled with love. Love enough to send Himself as Man and to die for us as the perfect replacement for our sins. That Cross. Those nails. Those would have been MINE in hell. If the Lord had not died for me. Sometimes when I ponder upon the cross, I cannot speak. The enormity of it all hits me, floors me. And I am thankful. Thankful. So thankful. 

That, my friends, is love. 

And to tell you the truth, when I’m stripped bare of all my intellect, my knowledge, my face, myself, I think I’d not be afraid. I am still beautiful; I am able, I can and I will. Because I have God. 

I can’t wait to get to Tokyo and Seoul :)

I’d be wearing my red sneakers all day keke

Katniss Everdeen from the Hunger Games.

So…. I got my internship with GE. 

Risk management and financial industry stuff. 

Psyched about getting an internship of course but not so excited about having to actually drag myself up everyday. Hmmm, there’s also the issue of friends within the GE group. 

Well, hope I learn loads and earn a bit of extra money for my upcoming trip to Japan and Korea :)

YES!! I finally booked my tickets to Japan!! And I’d be booking the tickets to Korea this week!~ Which means I need more tutees hahaha.. Dear God, please provide provision T T 

maybe cause its not school time right now so I feel like there’s nothing to do AND lonely :(